Random Question of the Week

Why ponder on things that you fear most, constantly bringing them into your life?

i dont get it (fear that is)
the thing we fear the most is the thing we think about most
therefore, we are constantly fearing

some may say that im wrong, that this doesnt apply to them
but the moment they start thinking about it they join the group
the group who fear

i guess that as long as we find something else to ponder on that we wont ponder on fear so much
but then, what if??

what if your new source of thinking is something u deeply desire
and then your consumed by this desire, constantly thinking of alternatives
wishing for this and that, dreaming of this and that

then u eventually fear that this desire will not be claimed for yourself
(that is, if your desire requires think to achieve)
[and most desires do]

i guess the only way to survive such questioning is just live with it
or better yet, not question at all

maybe the complexity of our thoughts werent meant to be complex
maybe by pondering we bring struggle and fear onto ourselves

either way we live our lives to try to be the best we can be
and we take time to forget issues and questions to enjoy ourselves

it is time for me to stop questioning

Sleep...

i wanna sleep so bad...

so tired...[yet so hyper, thank yhu cake]

sleep....

leave me be....[haha, floetry]

will yhu???!!!

get OUT!!!!!!!

wat do i see???!!! i see me [more floetry] having a nice dream [kinda floetry, u no wat forget it]

arrrrggggg......

=] im soooo happy

(u had better acknowledge the use of sarcasm)

hjgfcxm (random...random....hehe)

so sleepy....

yall really need to leave me....

ha, this is a poem

NOT!!!!!!!!!

ok, im reaLLY bored [accidently caps, pero me gusta mucho]

Ram.Skull

NITE!!!!

finally...

til next time

[leave the paper]

chow y goce

*please note: forced against my will to blog by annoying sister who wont let me be

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