Why ponder on things that you fear most, constantly bringing them into your life?i dont get it (fear that is)
the thing we fear the most is the thing we think about most
therefore, we are constantly fearing
some may say that im wrong, that this doesnt apply to them
but the moment they start thinking about it they join the group
the group who fear
i guess that as long as we find something else to ponder on that we wont ponder on fear so much
but then, what if??
what if your new source of thinking is something u deeply desire
and then your consumed by this desire, constantly thinking of alternatives
wishing for this and that, dreaming of this and that
then u eventually fear that this desire will not be claimed for yourself
(that is, if your desire requires think to achieve)
[and most desires do]
i guess the only way to survive such questioning is just live with it
or better yet, not question at all
maybe the complexity of our thoughts werent meant to be complex
maybe by pondering we bring struggle and fear onto ourselves
either way we live our lives to try to be the best we can be
and we take time to forget issues and questions to enjoy ourselves
it is time for me to stop questioning
