random realization (not recent)

these moments alone cause me to ponder on the future and enter the world of what if. every situation is reenacted and changed to make me better or changed to my desire. but ive got to concentrate on the present. then, ill do just fine.

Lyric Interpretation: Colors of the Wind

Pocahontas - Colors Of The Wind Lyrics
You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know ...

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind
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To me, this song is basically about how ignorant many can be.
Its about realizing that there's more to something than its first appearance.
The cliche "Don't judge a book by its cover" can be claimed as the overall theme.
Everything and everyone has a special purpose and by finding it,
we embrace the circle of life and become one with each other.
Everyone has a talent or special gift. Own it! Don't stop until you succeed,
until you're the best you you can be!
Also, I believe its saying that you shouldnt judge, especially if you dont know everything
there is to know about everything. That you shouldnt interfere with others success.
Because by doing so, not only will you ruin them...you'll also ruin yourself.
This song inspires me to rethink my thoughts and actions. By looking deeper,
you'll see that there is so much more to see and know...so much more to understand...

Life-Movie Relation. Part 1: Pocahontas

so recently i've imagined what my life would be like as Pocahontas in the days of struggling for equality and respect.
i would like to think of myself as this main character...being brave, having courage, having unknown wisdom. the few who really know me have agreed.
in this movie pocahontas experiences adventure, love, and foreign concepts. she learns more about her path of life and how to stand up for herself. well i would like to do the same.
so starting now, imma gonna be the best me i can be (seriously!) im gonna find out exactly what i like and dont like and exactly what my beliefs and values are. im gonna develop my relationship with the Lord and im gonna find out what my path is. starting now...imma stay true to me!

who inspirez yhu 2 take yhur pikturez

no one really...lol i just like taking pictures. plus, i usually take a picture after i finish writing something...

Entertain Me With Your Questions

To My Favorite Designer...

Dear person who broke her heart,
I look upon with disdain!
Your excuses are lame,
Your decisions are to blame
And your actions have led to unnecessary pain...

My dear friend, you are loved!
Stop your flow of tears for
An individual worthy of your greatness.
Your indulgence in chocolate pleasure
Will not change the fact that he is fake,
That he's not committed,
That he's no longer yours...

Loved one, lift your head up!
Disregard spreading rumors and
Let that heart of yours heal.
You claim to love him,
And you probably do...
But please know that "I love you" is just:
8 letters
3 words
1 overused phrase...a cliche.

For every girl with a broken heart,
There's a guy waiting with a glue gun.
Right now, it may seem hard to move on...
But nothing is impossible!
Take that leap of faith,
Conquer your fears, and "live a little".

Smile love and "always remember to laugh".
Wipe those teardrops off of your machine.
You thought forever and always,
But that is now once upon a time.
Yesterday's fairytale is over.
But never fret! You will love again...

Life has its bittersweet moments.
Remember everything happens for a reason.
You are incredible and amazing,
And I Love You dearly. ♥

formspring.me

why do you have the bestest musical taste ever?

lol thanks (= i do try
and idk...it just music that speaks to me

Entertain Me With Your Questions

formspring.me

"Everyone wants to be appreciated, so if you appreciate someone, don't keep it a secret."

i like that. quote of the day.

Entertain Me With Your Questions

My Bestfriend, I Appreciate You

my bestfriend.
we talk about everything
i dont feel the need to hide anything from you
you accept me for me
and for that i appreciate you.

my bestfriend.
you get me...
by just sharing a look we communicate
you always know when something is bothering me
and for that i appreciate you.

my bestfriend.
you like me even though im just about the weirdest person ever
we spend hours on the phone talking about nothing
u lift me up in my times of need
and for that i appreciate you.

melanie otto, thanks for being my bestfriend ♥

Why Are You Faking?

ok so you claim you like me and that im lovable and all this other stuff. yet ypu cant see us in a relationship...why is that? so you've made these acclaims and i respect that. yet when i try to move on u pull me back talking bout im your boo and "goodie baby" stuff. im here thinking that something might happen if i wait...but then i feel that you have the impression that imma wait forever. but please believe that you are wrong because i...am moving on. to a better other. imma keep u on the side but ur no longer my main priority. the fact that ur faking displeases me so...im done. it was fun or whatever but its over. i have other opportunities that are actually willing. payback? you can say that...so be prepared (=

Contemplation of the Broken Hearted

Unwanted Gaze
Judging From Afar
Contemplating The Next Move
Desire...Passionate Longing
But Is It Noticed
No, The Prey Acts As A Predator
Eyes Are Set On Another Prize
Rejection...The Bittersweet Pain
Told To Move On...Is It Possible
Told To move On...Why
Why Not Cherish This
Is It Because It Wasn't Real
Or That It Wasn't Meant To Be
Because If So, A Care Is Not Given
This In Fact Was Factual
Knowledge Was Gained
Appreciation Is Given
But Alas, Good Bye Will Be Said
Prying Foes, Though Annoying, Were Precise
Mending Will Occur In Time
But Til Then Patience Must Be Set Forth
Until Then The Journey Continues...

Though Broken The Parts Are Still There...It Can Be Fixed...my words of wisdom