Random Question of the Week

Why ponder on things that you fear most, constantly bringing them into your life?

i dont get it (fear that is)
the thing we fear the most is the thing we think about most
therefore, we are constantly fearing

some may say that im wrong, that this doesnt apply to them
but the moment they start thinking about it they join the group
the group who fear

i guess that as long as we find something else to ponder on that we wont ponder on fear so much
but then, what if??

what if your new source of thinking is something u deeply desire
and then your consumed by this desire, constantly thinking of alternatives
wishing for this and that, dreaming of this and that

then u eventually fear that this desire will not be claimed for yourself
(that is, if your desire requires think to achieve)
[and most desires do]

i guess the only way to survive such questioning is just live with it
or better yet, not question at all

maybe the complexity of our thoughts werent meant to be complex
maybe by pondering we bring struggle and fear onto ourselves

either way we live our lives to try to be the best we can be
and we take time to forget issues and questions to enjoy ourselves

it is time for me to stop questioning

Sleep...

i wanna sleep so bad...

so tired...[yet so hyper, thank yhu cake]

sleep....

leave me be....[haha, floetry]

will yhu???!!!

get OUT!!!!!!!

wat do i see???!!! i see me [more floetry] having a nice dream [kinda floetry, u no wat forget it]

arrrrggggg......

=] im soooo happy

(u had better acknowledge the use of sarcasm)

hjgfcxm (random...random....hehe)

so sleepy....

yall really need to leave me....

ha, this is a poem

NOT!!!!!!!!!

ok, im reaLLY bored [accidently caps, pero me gusta mucho]

Ram.Skull

NITE!!!!

finally...

til next time

[leave the paper]

chow y goce

*please note: forced against my will to blog by annoying sister who wont let me be

inspired by current happenings

Crystal and Her Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad DAY

Hey Hey Bloggers

Guess how my day was today.

If u cant then ur a dum-ass (sorri to break the truth to u da hard way)

anywho,
THE FOLLOWING EVENTS WILL HELP TO CLARIFY UR THOUGHTS .&&. SUCH STUFF:

1. woke up late (it was a 2-hour delay) (dont ask how it was possible cuz i dont no)
2. had to walk to school
3. fell on ice
4. busted my tooshie
5. had others fall on me
6. arrived to school late
7. forgot my id at home
8. had to limp up the stairs to get one
9. had to endure a 30 min lecture
10. had to limp back down the stairs
11. had to endure "the look"
12. had to limp to my locker
13. had to endure "the look" again
14. fell off of the locker room bench
15. got bbq sauce in my eye
16. fell off the bench again
17. was late to class
18. was late to class again
19. endured boredom

well at least im a survivor

plus, there were some gooods in my day

• laughs
• hugs
• good news
• academic SUCCESS

so, now, how was ur day

(ps- i really dont care) =]

luv ya, BYE!!!

Passion

I want to travel. I wish to see the world from different views and aspects. I want to experience all of the beauty that God has provided us on this planet.

Dancing is my life. My floetry just comes to me. I love the challenge of learning new routines. I gain a thrill in the creation of my own.

Modeling...is okay. I mean, yeah it can be fun. If I stick to it, I can accomplish my passion of travel. BUT...annoying, stuck-up girls, crazy managers, and hectic photographers. Is it really worth it???


Fresh inspiration
fertilizes the Future’s
found in cool waters
Now I’ve held back a wealth of shit.
I think I’m gonna choke.
I’m standing in the shadows with the words stuck in my throat.

The Current State of the Union

In

• crazi dances
• words that make you sound smart
• ghetto names
• bestfriends
  

Out

• dance routines
• weird words
• all-american names
• boyfriends

*Based on the opinion of Nemi.&&.Melzz

Until next time

My Beginning

Hey people, welcome to my beginning. My name is Crystal and i'm just now learning who i am. You will travel with me along my journey and help find who i really am. I like to think that i was created for a special purpose and i will find out what that purpose is. I enjoy outlandish (weird) items. I try to express my creativity in all things that i do. Now that you've learned a little about me, check back weekly (or whenever i feeling like "letting loose" hehe melzz) for updates.

Interesting aka weird words of the day:

• Selcouth
• Phenakism
• Nihilarian
• Agonous
• Vehement
• Morose
• Abditive
• Outlandish
  

Plus Tard (later)

Get on the floor for PARTY with Rica F.

Alrite my f̶#̘ck sensei ..
i found your pٜr͇ofile via facebook . yo̮u are pretty b֦oy!!
i need a hot s̛tud to f//ck me so h@rd i c̒a֣n'ٙt walk . i'm 25/f with huge t#ts . let's makeout.
The nickn̫ame - Rica94
my aَccount is over there: http://kxurgsza.LivingDating.ru


I am so wet-

Waitٚing for yr reply!